Oscillations






At times, in the pit of my wanderings
You are your whole country
Your weight makes me switch and nothing tilts in my favor
Neither the discernment nor the facts
I was considering a balance, it's already too much
Then I thought, the inner ear indifferent
At dawn, I quickly concluded on the crack
Leaning towards the impossible
Then, in the evening
I unreservedly devoted myself to the feverish attraction
Tucked entirely in the noose of my attachment
Method: placing meticulously
On each side of the line where nothing is anymore
Where, let's be honest, never was, I mean, steady
Here, the past
The future, say, there
They weigh as much
The good reasons, the cautions
The consequences and the ancient knowledge
As
The dark desires and the odors of skins
The dives into the center of so private spheres
That they remain there, floating endlessly in the myelin





December 2011






Remembrance









There is, behind the flow of acts, a shortness of breath
The jurisdiction of the wait
More crooked when the evening approaches
Chewed so much that it lost its taste of clay

The wait
Empty bearing against:
The drought of loss
The barely finished  stanzas
The smooth neutrality of oblivion
The Me of ashes
The apnea
The parade of the blue memories of the past engraved on floors where to walk as if
From all of what we knew, nothing

Undoing the commotion, fussing, at bay
The resistance to dreaming could become awkward
Hardened for long, for long hardened
By the remembrance.





 December 2011







Stranger of mine








We will disappear in the uninspired reliability of dreams
Will reknot to the quilted link of past mistakes, immediately forgotten
The bitter look
Strangers will take us back the night
The course, the impassive swaying of the days
We will survive all this affront
The traces of alkali breath slightly frosting our eyes
We will frolic in inaudible languages
Separated, astonished to still be able to drink
We will drink, so much the better
Yet surprised not to find in the busy others
Palpitating with delight in our surroundings
The thing
The same matter that killed us
The ferocious rage of lust, the vigor
Our common unknown
The stubbornly awoken unknown
Our bottomless need
Bound in its almost beautiful muteness
Its silence will still love us
It fertilized us of an unexplored time.




 December 2011




Adulate you




Adulate you
Hang you around the neck of my still brisk enthusiasms
Stuff you, not far, shelter you permanently
Snap myself up into your flesh

Go away from your furnace
You are vaguely unscathed
Not me
Bent to the bone under the load of our collapse

Recall you
Convoke you
Dead body of my diffuse thoughts
Animate you
Return you
Yet amazed to have believed you

Time is too successful, dissolve it
Raise myself by your side for you to hear me
Climb you up on sand steles
Erase you