The Day before Valentine's Day





I'm done, here I stay
It is decided, without you, who never will come
To discover the secrets of waiting that almost killed me

I clear off
I won't honor my delusion anymore
Won't ever believe in yours

I did everything, almost, absolutely
What I only should celebrate now
Is not to have died choked

I do not want to know of what will be made my hopes
I agreed too much spending the nights maintaining you
With my fists ardently tightened up on your vacancy

Okay, it was much better before
When I only paid attention to your words and did not understand
That all remained only a matter of what you never said

That's behind, I will not go on it
That was yesterday, it's over, I am disappointed. I am. I am
But this is done, this is undone 






February 2011