Unwrapped

That the idea that you are protects me from the world
That you are the idea bowed between me and the screams
That your skin surrounds me
Helps me freezing better in the heart of the glaciations
Healing the barely thinkable outrages
Relentless, relentless
In the  clever and sovereign death

This idea
Five minutes to forget it
Deep into the edgeless barbarities
Creative nausea against my own vileness
I'm here naked without me
Abandoned in a red trench
Cannibal of innocence
Listening with all my strength
Thunders magnetized of untold atrocities
Regurgitating a hiccup
The list of all this depraved knowledge

My evangelical goal
My light ideal
That the other can exist beyond his killing
I am and I do not believe it
I am and the idea that you are
Protected me
For five minutes
From belonging

Here
Five minutes
The idea that you are enveloped me
Where is it lost?
Where is this lost time when I followed you
To the center of mass graves?
Sole purposes
Make disappear better
Faster

I searched the idea that you were
Just for better learning to lose
I lost far better than I searched
The membrane that we should have been
One for the other is torn
This is done
The world transfixes me.